the "taong lobo" in me was unleashed

I was finally vindicated!
My feeling of anxiety, apprehension, insecurity and anger has finally ceased! But it was not until i faced them all with my nose on the ceiling! Just now! As in noW! My day started with a not so pious mood and ends up for jubilation!

Right after my graveyard shift, a batchmate invited me to pay a visit to our fave supervisor turned hubby of our friend. It was his despidida as he will leaving the company for a greener than moss pasture abroad. After lunch, we had our drinking session and I made up to 6 bottles of SanMig light! At hindi po ako lasing! Tubig ko lang yun! True, it did made me feel energized! The power of the alcohol started to drag my eyelids to rest so i decided to leave.

I slept along the way and thank God, mabait yung driver ng cab. He woke me up when we where in Edsa to ask for direction whether turn right and left churva! Plano ko na talagang matulog yet nawawalan na ako ng gana when i got home! Ewan ko ba!

And here's the whole story.

Remember my post "nasa sa'kin and huling halakhak" ? This is entirely part two. Those morons confronted me in a very undesirable situation and i have made a dramatic scene today in front of the different people with different roles. There were few misunderstanding, hundred of murmors and complaints and thousand of bickering words of their not so sane minds. I have introduced themselves to their fears and causes their lips to shiver and knees trembling. I gave them what they want. JusticE! Revenge! My heart who was then full of hate was replaced with burning fire of rage! Their sight alone made me crave for blood! Hinahanap ng tenga ko ang tunog ng basag na salamin, pinggan at bote! Its the most appropriate sountrack sa eksenang yun!

Pero hindi ko binasag ang bungo nila! Not my cup of tea! BEsides, i dont want my newly manicured hands to be tainted by the rubbish blood of these lowly peasants. Neither would i stoop on them.

"dumating na si mau from states, bakit hindi mo sinundo?"

"what? why should i? kayo ang nanghuthot sa matanda while he was on the states, kayo ang nakikinabang sa pera ng kaibigan ko tapos ako pasusunduin nyo? punyeta ka! mahiya ka naman!"

Tumahimik ang gago! Nagsalita pa kasi! Sana niligpit na nya yung gamit nya ng di nagsasalita para di sya masaksak ng dila ko.

"dalhin mo lahat ng gamit mo! ayokong magtira ka basura sa bahay na ito! siguraduhin mong walang basurang matitira! iligpit mo na rin sarili mo. ayoko nang makitang pagmumukha mo!"

Tahimik pa rin sya. Naghahanap ng paperbag or bag para lagyan ng damit nya pero hindi ko pinahiram.

"ayan plastic! pagkasyahin mo lahat ng basahan mo jan! ilabas mo na yan lahat dito! labas!"

At ni-lock ko na ang pinto to the highest level! nIlaglag ko na rin sa hadan yung iba nyang gamit!

"napaka kupal mo"

Uminit ang tenga ko! Binalikan ko sya habang pinupulot nya ang mga damit sa sahig.

"anong sabi mo? ako kupal? hindi ka na nahiya sa sinasabi mo? pinalamon kita, pinatira, kahit singkong duling hindi ako humihingi sa 'yo. anong ginawa mo? ginawa nyo? siniraan nyo pa 'ko! mga adik kayo! lumayas ka na! kung hindi ipapahuli kita sa MAPSA!"

Gusto kong tumawa na ala demonyo. Pero hindi dapat. Gusto kong sundan sya ng tingin hanggang sa maglahong parang bula pero di ko kaya! Ayokong mapagod ang mata ko at ma stress sa mga walang kwentang bagay! Dapat lang sa kanya yun! After all these years, sya pa ang may ganang magpakita. Sya ang naghanap ng away at hindi ako!

Tulad ng aso.
I am very friendly and loyal.
Yet very cunning and mischievous.
When situation requires it!
Its not a warning.
That's fact!