Silent, mysterious and deeply profound....
a description i've been clinging for years when asked to describe myself.
though the words may sound disturbing, i find it an appropriate phrase to simplify the personality that have been bothering other people around my community.
silent.
there are certain times to talk and certain times to stay shut! mine is different. i talk when someone elses mouth is shut. i talk when everybody is tranquil. i talk when all are listening and have no time to listen.
when someone else is talking about his psych, his achievements, his ideals, principles, perceptions, crooked ideas, nonsense nag and petty propositions, i listen. i listened to contemplate on positive ideas for possible absorption, i keep quite for continouos flow of someone else's ideas. but i keep quite to avoid arguments for someone else's fallacy!
lately, i've had few reasons for my silence! not because i dont want to listen nor argue but mainly because i have no will to do so. First,my work have been demanding too much time. IT had consumed almost 90 percent of my time. 10 was left for none but sleeping to regain the strength i lost for working overnight.second, my restdays have been spared for my partner. for lovemaking, for dates and for dinners and some late night drinks. i'm overly inloved and loved at the same time. and finally, i had too much pressures lately. time pressures to be specific. i'm always contemplating at budgeting time for family, self, lovelife, career and interest. and budgeting money as well is utmost priority!
to be continued...
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ano ba yan!
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